I've Committed A Sin Tonight!

Dear Love,

Sincere apologies have been couriered, 

as I have committed a sin tonight.
Snuggling deep inside the layers of affection
in those chilly of all nights,
In the wildest of my dreams; I've felt brushing the strokes of bluish-black
on your lip-petals from mine
I've felt the reverted favours from the same,
Oh how gorgeous was the illusionous sight!

A few realisations dawned upon me; the one which makes it prominent
Prominent enough that the existential sparks,
Are potentials of a rare rawness, indeed.

I've seen sights of you pulling me close
And closer with the matched web of our heartbeats!

I've witnessed,
The side as dark as the word itself

Yet, I have, with no hesitations,
Chosen to fall.

It shall be my and only my choice completely

To be scathed, torn and broken

And answer 

When the pain knocks, hurt calls.

Nobody shall eye the other

None shall be victimised

Blame-game should be under prohibition

No-one shall be held responsible 

The guilt'll be eliminated
And forever shall it be covered in ice.

As I say; the act of loving you

Is deliberate;
Voluntary indeed!

I've long-back weighed, 

the pros, the cons

And I couldn't care about either of the piles;

Or their dormant seeds.

The court-martial is finally complete,

The conclusion reflecting sharp and bright.
I've loved you with all my shreds

And that is to be continued,
Tonight and ever,
with all my heart, all my might.
Now,
Be it being imprisoned
Or with mercy and forgiveness 
may I renew my renaissance's flight
I'm staying rigid,
Concrete in my take
I'm falling deeper, holding no regrets
If, to you, this sounds silly,
I might as well never choose to be wise!

I've visioned an era with you
You being the soul, bound like relflections
Forgive me, my dear beloved!
Here I fold my hands to apologise.
As I call it "love" in my language;
But in tongue of yours,
I have, with all due pride, committed a sin tonight!
I have committed a sin tonight!

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